'I was ashamed of myself': Bachelor in Paradise star Paddy Colliar reveals he's trying to 'work' on himself after being slammed by fans for 'gaslighting' Brooke Blurton and his 24-hour romance with Alisha Aikten-Radburn By Chloe-lee Longhetti For Daily Mail Australia Published: 04:56 BST, 3 May 2019 | Updated: 04:56 BST, 3 May 2019 Viewcomments He was slammed by Bachelor in Paradise fans for 'gaslighting' Brooke Blurton and for his 24-hour romance with Alisha Aikten-Radburn. And on the show's reunion episode on Thursday, Paddy Colliar addressed his behaviour and said he's trying to 'work' on himself. The 28-year-old Brit admitted that after watching himself on TV, he felt 'ashamed.' 'I was ashamed of myself': Bachelor in Paradise star Paddy Colliar reveals he's trying to 'work' on himself watching his behaviour on the show 'It was hard to watch back, I'm not going to lie, but it has also taught me a lot,' Paddy said. 'I've never seen that side of me, I was a bit ashamed of myself to be honest.' He added: 'It is probably a blessing in disguise I've seen that as now I can work on that, I can change that.' In April, the show's fans took to Twitter to slam Paddy for 'gaslighting' co-star Brooke. 'Every time Paddy opens his mouth I throw up in mine a little bit': In April, the show's fans took to Twitter to slam Paddy for 'gaslighting' co-star Brooke Blurton (L) After the pair had a little spat, one fan wrote: 'Every time Paddy opens his mouth I throw up in mine a little bit,' adding the hashtag 'gaslighting.' Another wrote: 'Let's be serious for a minute: Watching this is uncomfortable. Paddy is that dude who wants you to be honest but only if you follow his script and mansplains your behaviour to you when you've explained your motivations and intentions in clear, plain language.' Paddy and Brooke had a beachside blow-up when he confronted her about her feelings for him. Spat: Paddy and Brooke had a beachside blow-up when he confronted her about her feelings for him Things went sour when Brooke admitted she was only interested in being friends. 'I think we have a stronger friendship over a relationship,' the 24-year-old attempted to explain to the personal trainer. 'There are a few red flags for me, and that's just me being honest,' she continued. A surprised Paddy shot back: 'It's just all these mixed signals and things you say to me...' Brooke quickly shot him down, stating firmly that she had made an effort not to lead him on. 'The greatest romance of our time': Meanwhile, fans also joked about Paddy's whirlwind romance with Alisha Aikten-Radburn (pictured) Meanwhile, fans also joked about Paddy's whirlwind romance with Alisha Aikten-Radburn. One tweeted: 'I can't believe we're witnessing the breakdown of Alicia and Paddy... the greatest romance of our time.' Another added: 'RIP Paddy and Alisha's relationship, Wednesday - Thursday, 2019.' Paddy and Alisha had a fight that ended in tears when Paddy told her that they would have to 'take a step back' after he saw her 'true colours.' He said he didn't like that she was blaming Nathan for sending home her best friend Cat. Heated: Paddy and Alisha had a fight that ended in tears when Paddy told her that they would have to 'take a step back' after he saw her 'true colours' Share or comment on this article: All rights reserved for this news site dailymail and under his responsibility