Khloe Kardashian split from Lamar Odom in 2014 after he had cheated on her with multiple women over the course of their seven year marriage.
And in the former basketball star's new tell-all book Darkness To Light, which will come out on May 28, he says he regrets it deeply.
The 39-year-old also said that when he was first wed to the Keeping Up With The Kardashians star is was 'bliss.'
Sad loss: Khloe Kardashian split from Lamar Odom in 2014 after he had cheated on her with multiple women over the course of their seven year marriage. And in the former basketball star's new tell-all book Darkness To Light, which will come out on May 28, he says he regrets it deeply. Seen in 2016
He lost them tooL He also admits that he is completely estranged from the family. Khloe's mother Kris Jenner treated him like a son and he was close to Kim, Kourtney and Kendall. Seen in 2016
People provided a excerpt from the book.
Khloe moved on quickly from Lamar, dating The Game, French Montana and James Harden.
She had child True with Tristan Thompson in April 2018. But in a parallel nightmare, Thompson also cheated on Khloe with multiple women. They split for good in February.
Lamar, who admits he cheated and did cocaine, writes in his book that he knows he messed up. He is now drug free.
Early days of love: The athlete said when he was first wed to Khloe he was in a state of 'bliss' and he did not cheat on her; seen in 2009
He had the life! Khloe and Lamar lived in this Tarzana, California mansion, which Kaley Cuoco has now sold
'I wish I could have been more of a man,' Odom said.
'It still bothers me to this day. But regret is something we have to learn to live with.'
He also admits that he is completely estranged from the family.
Khloe's mother Kris Jenner treated him like a son and he was close to Kim, Kourtney and Kendall.
Fallen star: His fall was huge. He went from Sixth Man player with the Los Angeles Lakers to playing with the Dallas Mavericks to being without a team and partying with prostitutes
Lamar also had a bond with Rob Kardashian, who lived with the couple for a while, as well as Jonathan Cheban.
And one day he wishes he could get along with
