Lamar Odom EXCLUSIVE 'I never thanked her for wiping my a*s': Khloe Kardashian's cheating ex issues an apology to his 'Armenian angel' after she stood by him during coma ordeal By Ciara Farmer For Mailonline Published: 09:51 BST, 5 June 2019 | Updated: 09:52 BST, 5 June 2019 Viewcomments Khloe Kardashian's ex-husband Lamar Odom has candidly discussed their ill-fated relationship and admitted he lost 'an angel'. The embattled basketball star, 39, spoke to chat show host, blogger and budding actress Diana Madison on the Hollyscoop set at Obsev Studios about his book Darkness to Light and his struggles amid his 2013 split from the star. Lamar, who was nursed by Khloe when he fell into a coma in 2015 after bender in a brothel, said: 'I had an Armenian angel, I had an great wife and hadn’t treated her well. I never had the opportunity to tell her how thankful I was for wiping my a*s'. Candid: Khloe Kardashian's ex-husband Lamar Odom has candidly discussed their ill-fated relationship and admitted he lost 'an angel' Khloe and Lamar married on September 27, 2009 after meeting just one month prior at a party. She filed for divorce on December 13, 2013 and both parties signed the paperwork in July 2015 however it needed final approval from a judge. In 2015, Lamar had a near-fatal bender at a Nevada brothel and Khloe stuck by him during his recovery - delaying the divorce proceedings. She filed for divorce from Lamar for a second time and it was finalised in December 2016. Diana, who stars in the movie Mob Town out in October, spoke to the basketball star about his hardships and what happened during his darkest times. He recently spoke of the uncomfortable hospital exchange between his family and the Kardashians, as Khloe showed up at the Las Vegas hospital he was treated at in the wake of the health crisis with her sister Kim and mother Kris Jenner. Lost love: Lamar, who was nursed by Khloe when he fell into a coma in 2015 after bender in a brothel, said: 'I had an Armenian angel, I had an great wife and hadn’t treated her well. I never had the opportunity to tell her how thankful I was for wiping my a*s' (pictured in 2009) Open and honest: The embattled basketball star, 39, spoke to chat show host and budding actress Diana Madison on the Hollyscoop set at Obsev Studios about his book Darkness to Light and his struggles amid his 2013 split from the star When Diana asked about his chance to thank Khloe for her care, he said: 'I never had the opportunity to tell her how thankful I was for wiping my a*s... 'After I came out of the coma, I never had the opportunity. Especially where I was at that stage of my life, it was hard for me to express any kind of empathy, I messed up, Hopefully I can make it up.' He issued a message to his ex, saying: 'Thank you Khloe for everything you did to me, hopefully I'll have the opportunity to show you face to face.' On writing his tell-all book, he said: 'The book was extremely therapeutic, it's not about looking right and being my best self.' Gracious: When Diana asked about his chance to thank Khloe for her care, he said: 'I never had the opportunity to tell her how thankful I was for wiping my a*s' (pictured in 2016) Candid: On writing his tell-all book, he said: 'The book was extremely therapeutic, it's not about looking right and being my best self' Since their split, Khloe has become mother to 14-month-old daughter True with her now ex-boyfriend Tristan Thompson, who also cheated on the star. On his ex's daughter, Lamar said: 'I can imagine that is one spoiled baby because I was a grown a*s man and she spoiled me with everything I wanted and everything I ever needed. I can imagine she was a good mom. I was her practice earlier.' Speaking about the prospect of Khloe taking him back, Lamar went on: 'Well I am just a better man, and I am trying to be the best Lamar Odom everyday. Romantically I would be in a lot happier place, be satisfied.' Open and honest: Diana sat down for the candid chat with Lamar about his past romance Share or comment on this article: All rights reserved for this news site dailymail and under his responsibility