Roxanne Pallett's honeymoon dreams are extinguished

Newlyweds Roxanne Pallet and Josh Carrion had their honeymoon dreams dashed after he had to go back to work days after their secret .

The New York fireman, 33, and the former Emmderdale actress, 37, did manage to enjoy a quick spa break together before Josh resumed his duties. 

Roxanne told The Mirror: 'It was the most perfect day saying 'I do' to the most perfect man I've spent my life praying for.

Ouch! Newlyweds Roxanne Pallet and Josh Carrion had their honeymoon dreams dashed after he had to go back to work days after their secret wedding

Ouch! Newlyweds Roxanne Pallet and Josh Carrion had their honeymoon dreams dashed after he had to go back to work days after their secret  

'We are now going to a spa retreat to relax before J returns to full duty at the firehouse.' 

Roxanne married Jason just two months after getting engaged.

The disgraced CBB star and the former Married At First Sight contestant wed in the Big Apple in a small ceremony, in front of just 10 close friends and family.

This comes after Roxanne revealed her fiancé was one of the reasons she was able to battle thoughts of suicide following her explosive CBB 'punchgate' scandal which saw her sensationally fall from grace in 2018.

Married! The New York fireman, 33, and the former Emmderdale actress, 37, did manage to enjoy a quick spa break together before Josh resumed his duties

Married! The New York fireman, 33, and the former Emmderdale actress, 37, did manage to enjoy a quick spa break together before Josh resumed his duties

For the , Roxanne wore an ivory strapless gown embellished with a beaded detailing and a fishtail finish.

She added a sparkling tiara and a traditional veil to the look and carried a single white rose.

Jason wore his FDNY uniform for the ceremony, at which Roxanne's mother read a poem, written by Jason's late mother.

Bling: She showed off her engagement ring for the first time after becoming secretly engaged to the former Married At First Sight contestant in November

Bling: She showed off her engagement ring for the first time after becoming secretly engaged to the former Married At First Sight contestant in November

The former Emmerdale actress and Jason announced their engagement in November on Instagram.

Roxanne revealed that by practising 'gratitude', her life changed from 'not having showered for days' to meeting the love of her life.

Over Thanksgiving, Roxanne shared a smitten snap of herself kissing Jason on the cheek with the Verrazzano-Narrows Bridge in the background.

She utilised the American holiday to reflect on how far she had come over the past year. 

Roxanne began: 'This time last year, I was in my scruffs, sobbing into a bowl of mac n cheese, having not showered for days.'

She went on to explain that her mother ended up giving her some 'tough love' by forcing her to focus on the people who were 'holding her up rather than kicking her down.'

It was then Roxanne began to practise gratitude - focusing on how lucky she was to have family and friends who loved her, as well as a roof over her head.  

Candid: The ex Emmerdale actress revealed it was only when she started practising 'gratitude' when her life changed from 'not having showered for days' to meeting the love of her life

Candid: The ex Emmerdale actress revealed it was only when she started practising 'gratitude' when her life changed from 'not having showered for days' to meeting the love of her life

'Amazing new memories': Jason also uploaded a similar snap from the Verrazzano-Narrows Bridge as he issued a gushing Thanksgiving caption

'Amazing new memories': Jason also uploaded a similar snap from the Verrazzano-Narrows Bridge as he issued a gushing Thanksgiving caption

'As I began to realise how lucky I actually was, the tough times that had broken me soon faded into the background. I began to see my life change shape for the better. A day at a time. It was almost like the moment I looked for the good, it actually blossomed into a better view from where I was standing,' Roxanne explained.   

She offered further advice to others: 'To anyone who is in the midst of their darkness right now, I promise you, with the right thought process you can & will come through it, as I have. Just find little blessings in every day & let those overshadow the difficulties.'

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