Michelle Heaton admits she feels 'anxious and nervous' while getting ready for ...

Michelle Heaton spoke candidly about her battle with alcoholism on Wednesday ahead of the National Television Awards, while celebrating 134 days sober. 

The former Liberty X singer, 42, entered rehab earlier this year after five years of alcohol and drug abuse which was exasperated following a hysterectomy and mastectomy. 

And taking to social media at her dress fitting, Michelle admitted she was feeling 'anxious and nervous,' about the upcoming awards ceremony, but insisted she wouldn't turn to drink to mask her emotions. 

Sharing two over-the-shoulder snaps, Michelle looked sensational in a pair of figure-hugging gowns. 

Her first garment boasted a delicate bow while the other choice featured a sequin band cinched at the waist. 

The singer wrote alongside the photos: 'Tonight is our first red carpet event together in a very long time.

'I’m really nervous and full of anxiety - I would drink on those emotions. But today I am not.

'Today I am 134 days clean and sober and I will be with my husband, my best friend and my rock @hughhanley who gives me so much strength.

'I’m so proud to be at the #ntas with @ok_mag flying the flag for those in recovery.'

She continued: 'For anyone who needs help with addiction, I can’t give medical advice, but I’d advise you to ask for help as it’s out there. I am eternally grateful that I did.

'https://www.alcoholics-anonymous.org.uk is free if your problems is alcohol. If it’s something else you can find your support group on line or here https://www.nhs.uk/live-well/healthy-body/drug-addiction-getting-help/