Lamar Odom on Wednesday took to Instagram to reveal that he's refrained from drugs, porn and dating in the year since he abruptly parted ways with former fiancée Sabrina Parr.
'A year ago yesterday I left my ex [fiancée] at the W Hotel in Atlanta without notice,' the 42-year-old athlete/reality star said. 'When she realized I was gone back to my home in San Diego she was livid. I received over 250 calls and text messages over the course of last December from her wanting to fix us.'
The Queens, New York native said the former couple was 'toxic,' both 'independently and collectively,' and that 'the relationship was abusive' and 'the dysfunction in [him] was addicted to the abuse.'
The latest: Lamar Odom, 42, on Wednesday took to Instagram to reveal that he's refrained from drugs, porn and dating in the year since he abruptly parted ways with former fiancée Sabrina Parr, 33. He was seen in Miami in October
'Leaving broke my heart but saved my soul,' said the former NBA player, who explained that he 'wanted to go back' to Parr on many occasions.
'The addict in me hated being alone, the man in me wanted a pretty face to wake up to, it was hard,' he said. 'Late nights and early mornings alone wears on a brother. I sought solace in marijuana and a slew of random women, not loving any of them, not really wanting to be with any of them, but it beat being lonely.'
Odom described how his malaise eventually led to a defining moment in which he decided to make changes in his life.
'One day,
