Saturday 3 September 2022 07:43 PM Lauren Goodger admits she has 'mixed feelings' over enjoying first baby-free ... trends now
Lauren Goodger has admitted she has 'mixed feelings' about leaving her daughter Larose as she heads on her first baby-free night out in two years.
Taking to Instagram on Saturday, Lauren shared that she was apprehensive of heading out without Larose, 14 months, telling her fans that she 'wouldn't be going if it wasn't my best mate's 30th'.
The former TOWIE star, 35, welcomed Larose in July last year and just eight weeks later she discovered she was expecting her second daughter with Charles Drury, with the baby sadly dying shortly after her birth.
Mum thoughts: Lauren Goodger has admitted she has 'mixed feelings' about leaving her daughter Larose as she heads on her first baby-free night out in two years
Lauren has been 'finding me again' amid a horrendous few months which saw the loss of her ex Jake Paul, the death of her second daughter and being attacked on the day of Lorena's funeral.
As she attempted to get back to some semblance of normality following her recent ordeals, Lauren shared a video of Larose crawling around the living room as she contemplated leaving the tot with her mother Cheryl.
She penned: 'I've never been to a party or out and left Larose before. But it's come to that time where I have to start socialing... [sic]
'She is now over 1 year and I'm not pregnant anymore after 2 years haha'.
My girl: Taking to Instagram on Saturday, Lauren shared that she was apprehensive of heading out without Larose, 14 months, telling her fans that she 'wouldn't be going if it wasn't my best mate's 30th'
Sharing her contrasting thoughts on heading out, Lauren continued: 'Nanny is baby sitting so I can relax as she used to her and I wouldn't be going if it wasn't my best mates 30th!!
'I'm feeling mixed feelings but I know it's healthy it's her bedtime in 5 hours away loll but I can't wait to get home already miss her'.
Despite her initial doubts, Lauren soon threw herself into her night out prep, sharing a glam snap of herself alongside the caption: 'I've waited for this day that I can
