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Hilaria Baldwin has recalled the devastating moment when she suffered her second miscarriage in 2019 when she was four months along in her pregnancy.
The wife of Alec Baldwin, 38, told the Witches Anonymous podcast that she had a 'weird feeling' the day of the tragedy before heading to an ultrasound appointment.
'(The ultrasound tech) puts the wand on my belly, and the baby (was) not moving. She was dead,' she said of what would have been her and Alec's fifth child and second daughter.
Tragic: Hilaria Baldwin has recalled the devastating moment when she suffered her second miscarriage in 2019 when she was four months along in her pregnancy
Hilaria immediately phoned Alec, 64, who was on a city bus at the time, and she began 'screaming' and 'crying' in public.
'I started to scream. I just didn't know what to do. I walked many, many, many blocks. I was just crying and walking,' she recalled.
Hilaria – who has children Carmen, nine, Rafael, seven, Leonardo, six, Romeo, four, Eduardo, two, Lucia, 21 months, and Ilaria, two months – with the Beetlejuice actor, felt the need to update fans immediately since she'd revealed the pregnancy.
'I couldn't handle people congratulating me, and people write me all the time congratulating me,' explained the yoga instructor, who went on to upload a video with her eldest daughter Carmen.
'Weird feeling': The wife of Alec Baldwin, 38, told the Witches Anonymous podcast that she had a 'weird feeling' the day of the tragedy before heading to an ultrasound appointment; Hilaria seen in November 2019
'I told my daughter. I hope it wasn't throwing too much on her plate but she had to know the truth.'
Hilaria had a separate miscarriage in April 2019 at nine weeks, which she said led to her decision to have daughter Lucia via a surrogate in 2020 as she feared she would 'kill' the baby.
'I (thought) if I put (the embryo) inside of me, it's going to be a death sentence,' she said. 'I was going to try to house her, just like I tried to house the babies I conceived naturally, and I was going to kill her.'
Hilaria ended up giving birth to son Eduardo five months before Lucia arrived in February 2021.
'(The ultrasound tech) puts the wand on my belly, and the baby (was) not moving. She was dead,' she said of what would have been her and Alec's fifth child
Devastated: Hilaria immediately phoned Alec, 64, who was on a city bus at the time, and she began 'screaming' and 'crying' in public; the couple seen in November 2019
She refers to them both as her 'Rainbow Babies,' which is a label given
