Kelsey Parker tearfully admits she can't look at photos of late husband Tom trends now
Kelsey Parker tearfully admitted that she can't look at photos of her late husband Tom, in the wake of his death in scenes from her documentary on grief.
In her ITVBe show Kelsey Parker: Life After Tom which aired on Thursday, the widow, 32, confessed that she still wishes him good night each evening before going to bed.
Tom died in March this year at the age of 33 after a year-and-a-half long battle with stage four glioblastoma brain cancer.
Grief: Kelsey Parker, 32, tearfully admitted that she can't look at photos of her late husband Tom, in the wake of his death in scenes from her documentary on grief
In one scene, speaking to the camera, she explained: 'Even that picture. I can't have any more pictures downstairs of him. I come and look at him before bed and be like ''night''.'
Through tears she added: 'That's a sad one isn't it? It is just sad though, it is. And that's why, sometimes I just shut the door on this room. I just can't look at it.'
Elsewhere, Kelsey got frustrated when The Wanted star Max George, 34, asked her 'how she was coping' in a message on Tom's birthday.
In one scene she was at home reading out all the texts she had received on the day and she said she had one from Max.
Candid: In her ITVBe show Kelsey Parker : Life After Tom which aired on Thursday, the widow, confessed that she still wishes him good night each evening before going to bed.
Mixed emotions: Elsewhere, Kelsey got frustrated when Max George asked her 'how she was coping' in the wake of her late husband's death in scenes from her documentary on grief
She said: 'Oh I've got lots of messages, Max George has messaged me saying 'how are you coping Kels?' but messages like that I just think 'what do you want me to say? how am I coping?'
Getting visible annoyed she added: 'How are you coping Max... like obviously he is doing it because he does genuinely care how I am coping but you know what do you put? How are you coping?'
Tom and Max formed The Wanted with Siva Kaneswaran, Jay McGuiness and Nathan Sykes.
Kelsey has admitted she struggles with feelings of loneliness and guilt following the death of her husband of four years.
Pals: She was reading out messages on Tom's birthday when she came across one from Max, 34, who was in the boy band The Wanted with her partner (Max and Tom pictured together)
Reaction: She said: 'Oh I've got lots of messages, Max George has messaged me saying 'how are you coping Kels?' but messages like that I just think 'what do you want me to say? how am I coping?'
As Kelsey continues with life amid the heartbreaking time, MailOnline revealed last month that she is now in the early stages of a relationship with new man Sean
