RHOC star Shannon Beador says she is 'blindsided' by her and John Janssen's ... trends now
While speaking about their parting for the first time, the reality star, 58, confessed to feeling 'blindsided by' her former partner's decision to end their romance in late November.
'We were in a great place. But seven days later, when the cameras were down, it was a completely different story,' she told People. 'He told me he was done with the relationship. And to hear what he said to me then was absolutely devastating.'
Devastated: Real Housewives of Orange County star Shannon Beador admits to feeling heartbroken over split from John Janssen after nearly four years of dating; seen in October 2022
The mother-of-three wistfully stated: 'I've never loved anyone more in my life.'
'I was hopeful this was the man I was going to spend the rest of my life with. I wanted it to work out. I've never loved anyone like I've loved John. But clearly, he didn't feel the same way,' she continued.
As for how Janssen is feeling, he told the outlet that making the decision to call it quits was a 'super hard' decision.