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Christine McGuinness has admitted that she was 'pretending' to be someone else during her marriage to Paddy as she discusses her autism diagnosis.
The TV personality, 34, said she went into 'perfect wife' mode during her relationship with Paddy, 49, as she spoke about how she would 'mask' her autism symptoms.
Christine, who announced her split from Paddy in July, was diagnosed with autism last year while filming her documentary Our Family and Autism.
Autism: Christine McGuinness has admitted that she was 'pretending' to be someone else during her marriage to Paddy as she discusses her autism diagnosis
Autism is a developmental disability which affects how people communicate, and 'masking' refers to when someone suppresses natural autistic responses.
Speaking about masking, Christine said she was 'pretending' to be a 'perfect' wife during her marriage to Paddy rather than simply being herself.
She told Psychologies magazine: 'I'd always wanted to be a wife so once I met Patrick, I fully went into 'perfect wife' mode, you know, "I'll stay in, I'll cook and clean and make sure I'm the best wife I can be".
'I was always pretending to be something else rather than simply just me, that's all part of masking.'
Masking: The TV personality, 34, said she went into 'perfect wife' mode during her relationship with Paddy, 49, as she spoke about how she would 'mask' her autism symptoms
Christine admitted that she 'grieves' for her younger self and said she became an 'expert' at playing a role to fit in when she was a teenager, according to The Mirror.
Speaking about her split from Paddy, Christine admitted she wants her three children, who have all been diagnosed with autism, to see them both getting along.
Paddy and Christine are currently still living together and haven't told their kids - twins Penelope and Leo, nine, and daughter Felicity, seven - about their split.
Christine said she doesn't want there to be any 'dramatic' changes for their children and still wants them to still be a loving and happy family.
Diagnosis: Christine, who announced her split from Paddy in July, was diagnosed with autism last year while filming her documentary Our Family and Autism
She continued: 'We don't want any dramatic changes overnight so it's going to be a slow process moving forward, we don't really know what the future holds.'
Christine and Paddy announced that they had parted ways back in July after 11 years of marriage, but later revealed that they ended their
