Pamela Anderson 'believed' she caused death of babysitter who molested her trends now
Pamela Anderson has spoken about the abuse she suffered at the hands of her female babysitter in her new Netflix documentary, Pamela: A Love Story.
The Canada native, said she later tried to kill the woman by stabbing her in the heart, but she died in a car crash a day later.
Young Pamela was so convinced that she had caused the death with her own magic powers that she didn't tell anyone and carried the guilt with her for years.
In a harrowing account, the TV star and model, now 55, said: 'I had some horrible things happen when I was little.
'I had a babysitter and my parents thought she was a great babysitter because she brought presents all the time, but she was molesting me.
'I thought I killed her with my magical mind': Pamela Anderson 'believed' she caused death of babysitter who molested her
She said in her Netflix documentary: 'I tried to stab her in the heart with a candy cane pen. And then I told her I wanted her to die and then she died in a car accident the next day. So I thought I killed her with my magical mind and I couldn't tell anyone' (Pictured: a young Pamela)
'It was three or four years of abuse. She always told me not to tell my parents. I tried to protect my brother from her. I tried to kill her.
'I tried to stab her in the heart with a candy cane pen. And then I told her I wanted her to die and then she died in a car accident the next day.
'So I thought I killed her with my magical mind and I couldn't tell anyone. But I was sure that I did it, that I wished her dead and she died.
'I lived with that my whole really young life.'
She continued: 'When those traumatic moments would happen, I would just leave my body and float away and I'd make my own little world.
'I was digging a hole to China, thinking "I hate this, I hate this, I wanna get out of here". I just thought I had to get off the island.
'As I got
