, 23, talks song Sixteen about the toxic' marriage to Doug ...

was 16-year-old and Doug Hutchison was 50-years-old when they got married.

And now the siren - who has dyed blonde hair red and goes by the name Ember - has written a song called Sixteen about that experience.

The pinup talked to TooFab about the meaning behind it all. 'Obviously, it was inspired by my controversial marriage and the age I was and the effect it had on me behind closed doors,' said the star.

Revisiting the past: Courtney Stodden was 16-year-old and Doug Hutchison was 50-years-old when they got married. And now the siren - who has dyed blonde hair red and goes by the name Ember - has written a song called Sixteen about that experience

Revisiting the past:  was 16-year-old and Doug Hutchison was 50-years-old when they got married. And now the siren - who has dyed blonde hair red and goes by the name Ember - has written a song called Sixteen about that experience

Hot power couple for the reality TV world: The stars, seen in 2016, went on Couples Therapy

Hot power couple for the reality TV world: The stars, seen in 2016, went on Couples Therapy

'There's a lot of love in that relationship, a lot of toxic energy as well,' she said. 'When you're still madly in love with someone, when it's falling apart, it's going to get toxic.'

She added, 'We're both trying our hardest to hold onto our sanity during this difficult time. I'm hoping that the pain will heal in a sense.'

The star then said: 'I put my entirety into the song ... that song is just scratching the surface to be honest.'

Sounds right: 'There's a lot of love in that relationship, a lot of toxic energy as well,' she said. 'When you're still madly in love with someone, when it's falling apart, it's going to get toxic.' Seen in 2012

Sounds right: 'There's a lot of love in that relationship, a lot of toxic energy as well,' she said. 'When you're still madly in love with someone, when it's falling apart, it's going to get toxic.' Seen in 2012

The two wed seven years ago and she changed her looks considerably.

Thebeauty went from awkward teen to bombshell within a year with her curvier figure and platinum hair.

The singer aspired to be like Marilyn Monroe.

Things seemed to go downhill when they went on the reality TV show Couples Therapy. 

The new CS: Courtney has dyed her blonde locks red and now goes by the name Ember

The new CS: Courtney has dyed her blonde locks red and now goes by the name Ember

Pain: She added, 'We're both trying our hardest to hold onto our sanity during this difficult time. I'm hoping that the pain will heal in a sense'

Pain: She added, 'We're both trying our hardest to hold onto our sanity during this difficult time. I'm hoping that the pain will heal in a sense'

Ember said she did text Hutchison a clip of the song when it was 'in the fetus stage' and he responded with, 'Wow, that sounds beautiful.' 

But things are'very stressful' as they are still working through their divorce. 

The star also said that she created bombshell and that pushed that image because she was under stress. 

'I became famous at a really young age and I think in order to handle that, I became this character, like a Halloween costume if you will, every day,' she explained.

'I think with the divorce happening, I went through some major soul searching and realized that if I continue down that route I don't think I'm going to make it to 27, to be deep and honest.

Passionate: The star then said: 'I put my entirety into the song ... that song is just scratching the surface to be honest'

Passionate: The star then said: 'I put my entirety into the song ... that song is just scratching the surface to be honest'

'I felt like I had to change my birth name,

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