Woman with cystic acne feared she was 'unlovable' due to scarred skin

A woman, who suffered from severe cystic acne for over 10 years, has revealed how falling in love has helped her to embrace her skin for the first time.  

Madeline Roberts, 24, from Tennessee first developed cystic acne at the age of 14, causing her to feel ashamed of her appearance and diminishing her self-confidence dramatically. 

The portrait photographer tried various acne treatments, but nothing helped Madeline, and she was left terrified of dating and hating her skin.

However, when she met her now husband, Trevor, 25, in 2016, her self-worth began growing and she learned to embrace her skin, regardless of scars and flaws.

Madeline hopes others will accept their acne and embrace it, rather than only show the 'perfect' sides of themselves on social media

Madeline hopes others will accept their acne and embrace it, rather than only show the 'perfect' sides of themselves on social media

Now, Madeline no longer feels so much pressure to live up to society's version of 'perfect', and has stopped applying makeup every day before leaving the house.

She shares bare-faced selfies online to help her embrace her skin, and has finally learned to love herself. 

Madeline wants to show other acne sufferers that healing acne isn't always easy and having scars doesn't lessen their beauty. 

But it's an ongoing battle, as she still receives criticism for her acne, with online trolls referring to her skin as 'sandpaper', and a masseuse at a spa recommended Madeline have a facial when she noticed her acne. 

Having suffered with cystic acne since she was 14, Madeline is now keen to show others how to embrace themselves

Having suffered with cystic acne since she was 14, Madeline is now keen to show others how to embrace themselves 

It's been a long journey for Madeline, who has spent years believing that her worth was valued on her appearance.

'I had my first spot when I was nine, which I remember because my gymnastics teammates and I were all shocked that I had a big spot right on top of my nose,' said Madeline.

'It felt like it was there for an eternity because my mother wouldn't let me pop it. It eventually went away, and I didn't have another until I was 14, when I developed cystic acne.'

She says the acne hit her 'full force' as a teen, leaving her feeling ugly, and losing her self-confidence.   

Meeting her now husband Trevor transformed the way Madeline felt about her skin, and she no-longer fears she is unlovable

Meeting her now husband Trevor transformed the way Madeline felt about her skin, and she no-longer fears she is unlovable 

Madeline tried a variety of treatments, however the acne was persistent and nothing helped her see any improvement.  

She said: 'The first treatment I went on was doxycycline, an antibiotic used for acne. This worked well for a few months and then my skin became immune to the treatments. I tried spironolactone, minocycline, birth control pills, cutting out dairy, even Accutane. The acne persisted through everything.

'My acne and scarring were most severe when I was about 20, that's when I decided to finally try Accutane.' 

She went on: 'At that point I felt hopeless. I felt like acne was supposed to go away after puberty, yet I was 20 years old. It was ridiculous that I had such severe acne after all the treatments I had tried.'

Madeline's acne was so severe that at one stage she wouldn't leave the house without makeup. She is now learning to love her skin

Madeline's acne was so severe that at one stage she wouldn't leave the house without makeup. She is now learning to love her skin 

Madeline's scars, which have come from suffering from cystic acne for over ten years. She was first diagnosed aged 14

Madeline's scars, which have come from suffering from cystic acne for over ten years. She was first diagnosed aged 14

Madeline feared dating and would cover her face with thick glasses because she didn't think that anyone could accept her appearance. 

She would cry with loneliness, and thought that she would be unlovable unless she found a solution to her skin condition. 

It was only meeting now husband Trevor, 25, in 2016 that helped her to fully accept herself, acne and all. 

She said: 'He showed me unconditional love despite me feeling unworthy of it. He saw my heart as beautiful which made the rest of me beautiful in his eyes.' 

Before meeting husband Trevor, Madeline would cry from loneliness and worry that she was 'unworthy of love' thanks to her acne

Before meeting husband Trevor, Madeline would cry from loneliness and worry that she was 'unworthy of love' thanks to her acne 

Madeline used to hide her skin and wouldn't leave the house without makeup, until meeting her husband who taught her to appreciate her beauty

Madeline used to hide her skin and wouldn't leave the house without makeup, until meeting her husband who taught her to appreciate her beauty

Early on in their relationship, Madeline feared Trevor would end the relationship over her skin.

She said: 'I even thought he might break up with me when I had my first bad breakout when we first started dating. 

But he put beauty into perspective for me and proved that it really is what's on the inside that matters.'

Madeline and Trevor married in June 2017 and she now

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