The youngest survivor of the Michigan Uber driver shootings three years ago cannot remember her childhood and longs to feel 'normal' again. But Abigail Kopf is grateful to be alive after a woman, who was like a grandmother to her, pushed her down in a move that she believes saved her life. The girl – who was 14 years old when Jason Dalton fatally shot six people and injured two survivors in between jobs for the ride-sharing app February 20, 2016 – speaks out in Friday's two-hour The Deadly Ride 20/20 special airing on ABC 9/8 Central time. Scroll down for videos Abigail Kopf says she cannot remember her childhood and longs to feel 'normal' again after the Michigan Uber driver shootings three years ago, in a 20/20 special titled The Deadly Ride Friday's two-hour show reveals 'there's only a few things' Kopf can remember after being shot in the head in the parking lot of Cracker Barrel in Kalamazoo February 20, 2016 New interviews and fresh details from victims and those who were there appear on the show. 'There's only a few things' Kopf can remember after being shot in the head in the parking lot of Cracker Barrel. She was with Barbara Hawthorne, 68, in Kalamazoo and the last thing Kopf remembers is seeing an acrobat show with the woman who died along with her three friends Mary Jo Nye, 60, Mary Lou Nye, 62, and Dorothy 'Judy' Brown, 74. 'There was this Chinese person who was climbing up chairs. He kept stacking them and doing like, summersaults and stuff, handstands on the chair. And finally he got so high that everyone screamed,' Kopf says. Other than that her memory is 'long gone'. 'I almost died,' she says about Hawthorne. 'If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't be here.' She was 14 years old when Jason Dalton fatally shot six people and injured two survivors in between jobs for the ride-sharing app. He is pictured January 7 when he pleaded guilty to murder and attempted murder. He was sentenced life in prison Kopf was with Barbara Hawthorne, 68, and the last thing she remembers is seeing an acrobat show. The woman, who was like a grandmother to her, pushed her down in the shooting incident which she believes saved her life Kopf says her childhood memories before Dalton (pictured) injured her are 'long gone' Kopf says she 'almost died' in the Cracker Barrel parking lot if it wasn't for Hawthorne Kopf says she has an 80 per cent chance of making a full recovery but 'can't ride a normal bike' and 'can't do cartwheels like I used to yet'. Living with a service pig named Snuffles, she hopes one day to work with animals. Her mother Vicki is also interviewed in the show and revealed how she initially told doctors performing CPR to turn her daughter's life support machine off. She received the devastating news about her daughterin a phone call and rushed to hospital. She was preparing to say goodbye to her teenage girl but was surprised to hear a heartbeat as she lay her head on her chest. 'The nurse said "Holy crap". She was smacking buttons on the wall and people were flying back in and they had her all hooked back up again,' Vicki tells 20/20. 'At that point I knew right there she was back, and that she was going to fight like holy hell.' Kopf added: 'My mom was a basket case. She sat on my bed the whole eight days, five days, however long I was in a coma. She didn't sleep, she didn't eat, she didn't drink. She just sat there and waited for me to wake up.' She says when her daughter woke and asked what happened to her she would cry when she head the answer. But the teen would forget, ask again and cry more. Kopf's mother Vicki (right) is also interviewed in the show and revealed how she initially told doctors performing CPR to turn off her daughter's life support machine then heard a heartbeat Kopf suffered a fractured skull and underwent surgery to have a plastic plate inserted. Doctors had to take it out due to an infection It was six months until she could return home. Kopf suffered a fractured skull head and underwent surgery to have a plastic plate inserted. Doctors had to take it out due to an infection. However she has defied the odds and can walk, talk and eat although her brain surgeon predicted she would not be able to again. The survivor added about her shooter, who gunned down Richard Smith, 53, and his 17-year-old son, Tyler, at a car dealership in the area: 'Sometimes I [think I'd] like to trade places with him, to where he could have the gunshot wound and I could be normal.' Dalton, 48, was given a life sentence earlier this month after pleading guilty to murder and attempted murder. Survivor Tiana Carruthers, who was shot and wounded in a residential area, also speaks on the show. Tiana Carruthers, who was shot and wounded in a residential area, also speaks on the show Tyler Smith (right) and his father Rich were killed in the parking lot of the Seelye Kiacar dealership while they were looking at cars All rights reserved for this news site dailymail and under his responsibility