Friday 25 November 2022 05:11 PM Socialite Rebecca Grossman says she's the target of 'a lot of hate and anger' trends now Socialite Rebecca Grossman says she's the target of 'a lot of hate and anger' and reveals she contemplated suicide after killing young brothers with her Mercedes - as she gives first interview ahead of double murder trial Grossman, 58, is awaiting trial on double murder charges for the 2020 accident She hit brothers Mark and Jacob Iskander, aged 8 and 11, with her Mercedes Police say she tried to drive away afterwards but didn't; she denies that claim In her first interview, Grossman says she is plagued with guilt and cries every day She'd considered suicide and still does sometimes to 'take the easy way out' Grossman had been drinking before the accident but was under the legal limit She is appealing to California's Supreme Court to have the charges lessened If convicted, she faces 34 years in prison; her next court date is in January By Jennifer Smith, Chief Reporter For Dailymail.Com Published: 17:04 GMT, 25 November 2022 | Updated: 17:04 GMT, 25 November 2022 Viewcomments Socialite Rebecca Grossman says she is the target of a 'lot of hate and anger' and has contemplated suicide since she killed two young brothers with her Mercedes in an upscale neighborhood of Los Angeles in 2020. Grossman, 58, is waiting a double murder trial for the deaths of Mark Iskander, 11, and Jacob Iskander, eight. At 7.10pm on September 29, 2020, she hit the boys with her Mercedes. She had been seen drinking earlier that day at a Mexican restaurant with retired Dodgers pitcher Scott Erickson, but was not over the legal limit to drive at the time. She insists that it was a terrible accident, but prosecutors are pursuing murder charges. One troubling aspect of the case is witness testimony that Grossman and Erickson might have been racing their cars in the street. Grossman however insists this isn't true and says the accident was caused by a poorly lit, poorly signaled cross-walk. Rebecca Grossman, 58, is shown with her husband, Dr. Peter Grossman, in 2017. She is awaiting trial on double murder charges for the deaths of two young brothers, who she ran over with her Mercedes in 2020 Mark Iskander, 11, and his younger brother Jacob, eight, were killed in the crash in 2020 The black box from her vehicle shows she was driving at 73mph at the time of the accident - well over the 45mph limit. The boys had been with their parents and siblings at the time. The parents were able to stop their two younger siblings from being hit, but couldn't reach the boys in time. Mark died at the scene and Jacob died in a hospital a few hours later. In an interview with Los Angeles Magazine this week, she said she is misunderstood by the public and the police. 'There is a lot of hate and anger out there... and that hate stems from believing everything that’s been put out there about who I am: that I have no remorse, that I’m this monster, that this hasn’t affected my life, that I just go about my every day as if this never happened. 'That’s just not true,' she said. She insisted that she and Erickson are just friends and not lovers, as had been suggested by the boys' parents, and said she had become so tormented with guilt that she contemplated suicide. 'The thought of taking the easy way out crossed my mind. It still does from time to time,' she said. Grossman's husband is famous L.A. burn surgeon Dr. Peter H. Grossman. Together, they founded The Grossman Burn Center, where comedian Jay Leno was recently treated. He told the magazine: 'She cries every day. She is in an emotional prison that she may never be able to get out of.' Grossman's daughter has also set up a website to try to prove her innocence. The family deny police reports and claims that she tried to flee the scene after the accident. They say she doesn't deserve to be tried for murder, and previously tried to have her charges downgraded to vehicular manslaughter. A judge denied their request. In addition for the crime itself, Grossman has been widely criticized for what has been perceived by some as an attempt to skirt justice. Court proceedings have been delayed due to her failure to appear in court, her lawyer's death. She is free in a $2million cash bail. Grossman is appealing to California's Supreme Court, claiming her rights have been violated with the murder charges. A pre-trial hearing has been set for January 10. Share or comment on this article: All rights reserved for this news site (dailymail) and under his responsibility