Pastor's wife Mica Miller is seen in heart-wrenching new video detailing her ... trends now
The wife of a pastor who took her own life is seen in new video detailing her struggles before her death.
Mica Miller, 30, was found dead at Lumbee River State Park in North Carolina on April 27 from a self inflicted gunshot wound.
Her death came days after serving her husband John Paul Miller, 44, with divorce papers.
The pastor has been accused of grooming her for years before they wed and of committing her to a hospital in order to steal her car, according to court documents.
Footage has now emerged showing Miller seemingly addressing close friends and family, alluding to her struggles before her death.
Mica Miller, 30, was found dead at Lumbee River State Park in North Carolina on April 27 from a self inflicted gunshot wound
Her death came days after serving her husband John Paul Miller, 44, with divorce papers
In the video, she can be heard saying: 'I've had to keep my circle small the past couple of weeks.
'I'm going through a lot and it's hard, and it's my cross to bear. It is the thing that God has put in my life to deal with.
'I don't want to bring a lot of people into it. When your world is shook up you need to take a pause, I can only pray that more people will take a pause.
'I'm trying to get my priorities straight right now, and that is making sure that my heart doesn't have any unforgiveness, bitterness, resentment.
'Just forgiveness, and hope for the future, and peace because you can't put a price on peace.
'Thank you for all your prayers and support, know that I have to keep my circle really small just now. This is the best way I know how.'
In the days after her death, her friends and family held a rally calling for 'justice for Mica' outside the Solid Rock Church where Pastor Miller works.
The pastor stunned his congregants last week when, after a service in which he had laughed and appeared entirely at ease, he announced that his wife had died.
Miller, who has a criminal record including multiple counts of aggravated assault and battery to which he pleaded guilty, told his congregation that her death was 'self-induced.'
In the days after her death, her friends and family held a rally calling for 'justice for Mica' outside the Solid Rock Church where Pastor Miller works
'You all know she wasn't well mentally and that she needed her medicine and it was hard to get to her,' he said.
Prior to making the announcement, he asked his flock to stand and instructed them to, 'leave church quietly and don't talk about the announcement here in the building.'
Weeks before her passing, she shared a video speaking about abuse within marriage as claims emerge she was
