Here are a series of texts between Michelle Carter and Conrad Roy that were shown to the court. They appear here chronologically:
June 19, 2014:
Carter: 'But the mental hospital would help you. I know you don't think it would but I'm telling you, if you give them a chance, they can save your life'
Carter: 'Part of me wants you to try something and fail just so you can go get help'
Roy: 'It doesn't help. Trust me'
Carter: 'So what are you gonna do then? Keep being all talk and no action and everyday go thru saying how badly you wanna kill yourself? Or are you gonna try to get better?'
Roy: 'I can't get better I already made my decision.'
June 23, 2014:
Carter: 'How do you want to harm yourself'
Roy: 'Something idkk yet'
Carter: 'Please don't'
Roy: 'I hate myself I'll always hate myself, I'm never gonna view myself as good I'm so far behind'
Carter: 'What is harming yourself gonna do!? Nothing! It will make it worse!'
Roy: 'Make the pain go away like you said'
Carter: 'It will make the pain go away temporarily, but when you're done, you'll just regret it and feel even worse!'
July 7, 2014:
Roy: 'If you were in my position. honestly what would you do'
Carter: 'I would get help. That's just me tho. When I have a serious problem like that my first instinct is to get help because I know I can't do it on my own'
Later that day, they talk about how he could make carbon monoxide (CO) in order to suffocate to death
Carter: 'Well there's more ways to make CO. Google ways to make it. . . '
Roy: 'portable generator that's it'
July 8, 2014:
Carter: 'So are you sure you don't wanna [kill yourself] tonight?'
Roy: 'What do you mean am I sure?'
Carter: 'Like, are you definitely not doing it tonight?'
Roy: 'Idk yet I'll let you know'
Carter: 'Because I'll stay up with you if you wanna do it tonight'
Roy: 'Another day wouldn't hurt'
Carter: 'You can't keep pushing it off, tho, that's all you keep doing'
July 11, 2014:
After Roy suggests putting a generator in the truck to make CO rather than a water pump:
Carter: '...Well in my opinion, I think u should do the generator because I don't know much about the pump and with a generator u can't fail'
July 4-12, 2014:
The following was sent over a nine-day span. The *** symbols show a gap in communications between the two.
Carter: 'You're gonna have to prove me wrong because I just don't think you really want this. You just keeps pushing it off to another night and say you'll do it but you never do'
Carter: 'SEE THAT'S WHAT I MEAN. YOU KEEP PUSHING IT OFF! You just said you were gonna do it tonight and now you're saying eventually...'
Carter: 'But I bet you're gonna be like 'oh, it didn't work because I didn't tape the tube right or something like that' . . . I bet you're gonna say an excuse like that'
Carter: 'Do you have the generator?'
Roy: 'not yet lol'
Carter: 'WELL WHEN ARE YOU GETTING IT'
Carter: 'You better not be bulls***ing me and saying you're gonna do this and then purposely get caught'
July 11-12, 2014:
Again, *** shows a gap in communications
Roy: 'I'm just to sensitive. I want my family to know there was nothing they could do. I am entrapped in my own thoughts'
Roy: 'like no I would be happy if they had no guilt about it. because I have a bad feeling tht this is going to create a lot of depression